{"body":[{"id":"40541059125608448","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"爺爺?shù)氖攀澜o我?guī)?lái)了非常大的打擊，她漫步走在路上看著這些每天熟悉的環(huán)境和來(lái)來(lái)回回的陌生人，她心里知道那些事情滿(mǎn)十八就成年了，更何況自己二十歲了。雖然高中沒(méi)上但是自己要努力。"},{"id":"40831168597196800","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"無(wú)數(shù)次的對(duì)自己說(shuō)，有時(shí)間就寫(xiě)寫(xiě)自己的那一頁(yè)，那不是自己想要的希望的嗎？是該寫(xiě)寫(xiě)了。"},{"id":"40831168597196801","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"而這一天不得不讓我想起了許多許多自己想要的和失去的，記得爺爺活著時(shí)我家鄉(xiāng)正好要搬遷，村里的人不停的忙著，到底是走還是不走，她的耳朵聽(tīng)村里人說(shuō)著，而爺爺舍不得，這是他的家。"},{"id":"40831168597196802","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"是爺爺辛辛苦苦掙得血汗錢(qián)自己蓋的房子，真的舍不得。爺爺心里難受，爺爺兄弟兩個(gè)一個(gè)妹妹。"},{"id":"40831168597196803","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"有時(shí)爺爺還和我說(shuō),孩子我的心跳的很快心慌。"},{"id":"40831168597196804","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"我知道這是爺爺舍不得這里不愿離開(kāi)他的宅子。"},{"id":"40831168597196805","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"就在2017年的父親節(jié)第二天爺爺離開(kāi)了我們離開(kāi)了他舍不得的家，而生老病死都是人們不愿意接受的現(xiàn)實(shí)，總感覺(jué)爺爺還活著就在我的身邊。"},{"id":"40831168597196806","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"每每進(jìn)到爺爺住的那間屋看到爺爺寫(xiě)的電話號(hào)碼還有他喜歡的日歷我的淚不住的掉下來(lái)，爺爺真的走了再也見(jiàn)不到爺爺了，而這一個(gè)多月沒(méi)過(guò)來(lái)看看爺爺沒(méi)有多陪伴老人讓我自己的自責(zé)大大的增加。"},{"id":"40831168597196807","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"關(guān)愛(ài)老人和兒童是中華民族的優(yōu)良傳統(tǒng)，而我沒(méi)有做到我不是一個(gè)好孩子。真的對(duì)不起爺爺，孫女來(lái)晚了，怎么也叫不醒您了。"},{"id":"40831168597196808","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"深深刺痛了我的心，那感覺(jué)就是天塌下來(lái)起不來(lái)了。孫女還常常想起小時(shí)爺爺喝酒晚上回家抱著孫女親，孫女說(shuō)胡子扎。"},{"id":"40831168597196809","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"此感覺(jué)就是天隔一方再也見(jiàn)不到我最?lèi)?ài)的人爺爺。"}],"sentencecount":11}